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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Hey! I've moved to Live Journal~ This is my link: http://www.livejournal.com/~krissypoopoo/
I'm not going to blog here anymore. So remember to update ur links!
if i ain't got you|4:19 AM|

Thursday, May 26, 2005
Heya~ Back to blogging.. Let's see wad have I done today.. For the first time in many weeks.. I woke up at 9.15AM (Thanks to my sis, mum and bro for toking so loudly outside).. haha then I bought BK breakfast for my piggy Darling coz he was real tired.. due to playing MS until 5AM.
Anyway.. after breakfast, bought a cake for Lin and my Mother.. different places.. One in Heartland Mall, one in Hougang Mall. Different brands of cakes mah.. lolz~
Today's my Daddy's Birthday, one day before Lindy.. HAhha and tomrorow to celebrate Lin's birthday, going to her bbq she is going to hold at Punggol Park. Gotta see some familiar faces I think.. Hmm but the best thing is gotta see the girls again =)
Alright for this short post. See Ya~
if i ain't got you|10:14 PM|

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Have u ever think back.. how u and ur partner got to know each other? How you and your partner became a couple? What kind of friendship do u and ur partner develop before you two got together?
I always have images about me and Darling in the past.. It's pretty funny how we could end up together.. We only tok to each other in class if we have to.. and I think we won't even tok to each other if there's no such thing as Internet. Waahahha..
The best thing was.. before we really confess our feelings for each other.. we only went out ONCE. And before that.. we still didn't really tok to each other in the class.. Very funny ar..
But behind the scenes.. we spent countless hours toking thru MSN and trust me.. those conversations are pretty sweet and lame.. hahahha. Darling once said.. We could almost print out our conversations and make it a book.
Throughout these night conversations.. I began to know Darling more and I've grown attracted to him. Every night.. after the conversation.. before I sleep.. I would have tot thru wad both of us had said.. and I tot "Would it be possible?" BUt becoz I was attached to someone else then.. I didn't dare to think much.. I tot it was just a normal infactuation.
It became real obvious when I started to steal glances at him in class and even during LUNCH! (OMG!~) and hoped I could tok to him like a normal friend.. but I just couldn't pick up the courage and I'll feel embarrassed.
There was once during lunch.. haha.. I could remember so vividly.. I was eating My McDOnald's meal.. and Darling was at the back.. stole one of my french fries.. that's smthing he would never do to me at least.. hahhaa and also.. there was once at the Food Junction, when he walked past me.. he made an effort to disturb me by patting on my head. I was pretty shocked.. Hhaaz.. dun ask me why I remember such lil details.. Coz.. imagine.. A friend u seldom tok in class did that to u!
Although me and Darling are together for a year plus.. but I still remember the details about how we were like before we became a couple. =) Anyway, such sweet memories are nice to keep and I'm still collecting them.
~Love is truly magical~
if i ain't got you|2:28 PM|

Monday, May 23, 2005
I've just watched "KISS" MTV from Jericho's blog.. Well, although this is the 4th time or 5th I'm watching it.. but my eyes were still teary as ever.. It always starts when the female lead was discharged from the hospital.. knowing what the guy had done for her..
I'm always getting emotional about these things.. even a normal TV series.. if a couple was separated or one of them had a misfortunate.. I will definitely cry.. It relates to Family ties too. Funny thing is that.. friendship ties.. Tv serials like to put them into a position that both girls fighting for a guy or both guys fighting for a girl.. it's like so cliche.. I mean I think it's kinda dumb to fight becoz of that.
Oh well, it's Monday again.. T_T time really passes fast..
if i ain't got you|12:53 PM|

Friday, May 20, 2005
"Wu-oo...Wu-oo" --> This is the sound I got from Celeste when waves are splashing against her.. feet! Yah.. wad a funny noise from her... Hahaz.. Lindy was toking to me about some things and all I could hear from Celeste is her "Wu-oo..Wu-oo". Seems like she enjoyed it alot.. Lolz.
Yesterday met up with Celeste and Lindy and head towards East Coast. Main purpose is to cycle.. But darn.. it rained. Arghz.. So no choice.. we had our dinner first. It finally stopped and we went to the bicycle kiosk and rent the bikes.. hahaha.. it was real cool.. then after a few minutes it rained again! But it's okie.. we continued to cycle after playing one round of Uno. (Thanks to Celeste for that!)
The weather was cool, the wind was cool.. everything was great! =) And of coz.. there were gossips and talks again.. hahhaa..
When I came home.. it was already 12 midnight.. and my leg aches for one night.. Lolz.. gotta slp straight.. but now it's quite alright.. Hhee..
It was a fun night overall =)
if i ain't got you|2:03 PM|

Thursday, May 19, 2005

This is how me and Darling looks like in the Maple Story game.. hehehezzz~~

This is just another fun pic.. lolz.. just kissing~ *ShYz
Hahaha.. Tomorrow.. or should I say later in the evening time I'm going cycling with Lin and Jun. It's been quite some time I've met up with the girls. Also.. some time to keep myself away form the game.. hehehe.. Alright~ Lin and Yan, I understand that ur big day is coming.. anything I can get for u? Lolz.. Please list down everything.. hehhee
And oh yah Lin.. can't wait for ur bbq next week~ Hehehez.. FOOD!!!
if i ain't got you|4:06 AM|

Monday, May 16, 2005
I'm back to Maple Story.. hehee.. anybody playing can add me? --> Starlov3. Yep~ Have been leading a crazy life.. played games till wee hours in the night and slp till in the afternoon.. then watch TV sometimes and played game again..
Wanted to go Darling's hse area and eat the carrot cake.. supposed to wake up at 10, but then when Darling called me I was too tired.. I think he was also tired.. hahaha.. Coz we slept at about 4 plus last night.
Oh well, my sister also started playing Maple Story.. haha.. the gang is back again, 3 different class again, Thief, Warrior and Bowman. I'm a bowman! Hhahaaz..
U know, these few days I've been thinking.. how nice if I have a dog at home.. I mean.. really.. Been dreaming of that like crazy.. It would be nice if I had it on my 21st Birthday. My mama, keep thinking that we can't take care of the dog.. becoz we can't even take care of ourselves.. We had a dog once..many many years ago.. and I was only in Primary School.. How was I supposed to take care of it? And now.. I've seen lots of my friends having dogs.. and I don't believe I can't take care of it.. Even my cousin has one. Sigh =( The only way to satisfy myself is to go petshops and look at them.. Sigh..
if i ain't got you|2:31 PM|

Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Hi, it's been a long time... let me write a proper post here.. lolz..
Firstly, I've rebonded my hair.. hur hur hur.. used up my own working salary, the one I earned when I was in OCBC.. Now waiting for my last month's pay~ hehehzz..
Life's been the same for me.. waking up late in the mornings.. go for tuition (Today's my last day!), go home and watch TV, played GB for a while in the night.. and slp.. wahahaa.. Crazy life.. I wish to go back to studying soon.
Toking about studies, I guess I have roughly made my decision.. why do I still sound so unsure? Well, maybe because I've not indicated my choice yet and I've not told my parents about my decision yet. I'm studying Psychology.. hehehe..
I went for a job interview with Lin and YR yesterday.. it was a long queue!! I think we all stood about 2 hours.. dun think it's easy to get but nevertheless, worth trying~ Then after that I went to meet Dar for a movie at Bishan.. The House Of Wax.. I heard that it's kinda gruesome, so I already brought my medicated oil along.. haha, not trying to be "kua zhang" about it.. but at times I'll feel nauseous when I see things like head being cut off etc.. Maybe that's why I can never become a surgeon or wadever that I need to cut someone's body or even an animal's. To think I even wanted to be a vet~ Overall the storyline is not bad.. I'm actually kinda amazed by the plot. And I actually feel that it's a sad story.. not so much of the gruesome scenes.. Oh well, I didn't actually cover my face throughout the whole show.. so urm.. kinda worth it.. hahahaha..
Later going for tuition and will be heading to Marina Bay.. coz My son's celebrating his Birthday!! Who am I toking about? Sean la! Hahaz.. Tomorrow is his actualy birthday and I think he want to spend time with this Dear~ Haha.. my daughter-in-law.. lolz~ I think the last time I ever ate at Marina Bay is when celebrating my birthday.. Feb.. Lolz.. gotta enjoy myself tonight! =)
if i ain't got you|12:47 PM|

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Hey Meli~ Things might not be going too well for you now.. But anyway, as a friend here.. I wish you luck and don't be so stressed over things right now k? Take care my friend~
Hope that this phase for you will be over soon!! =) Cheerios and smilez! Stay cheerful!
if i ain't got you|1:25 PM|

Monday, May 09, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
if i ain't got you|1:09 PM|

Sunday, May 08, 2005
Well.. It's surprising that Channel 10 on SCV does make me calm down even I have a foul mood. I cannot imagine that I'm smiling at a family of foxes on TV.. Yapz.. it's the Animal Planet. Maybe I should be a zoo-keeper.. lolz.. wahahha!!
if i ain't got you|12:58 PM|

Saturday, May 07, 2005
Why are there no fu*king shows on weekends.. I hate my fu*king horrible dream last night.. and fu*k I need to try and sleep early today again. Has this fu*king tuition tomorrow and fu*king go away!
Why do things turn out this way...
I'm having a fu*ked up mood right now.
if i ain't got you|11:24 PM|

Friday, May 06, 2005
I wanna get a job after Darling goes into NS.. who has any lobang? Or who wants to find a job too?
if i ain't got you|6:03 PM|

Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Sometimes I hope I wasn't that competitive..
Sometimes I hope I'm a normal girl with simple wishes..
Sometimes I hope I don't take my results as something so important in the world..
Sometimes I hope I know what am I actually good at..
Oh well, by looking at my 3 years of education in poly.. I've realised that I.T is not my thing. No more NUS.
if i ain't got you|8:30 AM|

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Surprisingly.. last night I could sleep so much better without any help of the drowsy medicine.. I've not been sleeping well since the last day of Sunway Lagoon.. I felt so... urm.. good.. hehhee..
Yesterday got my tuition pay! Yays! hehe.. and in the afternoon.. met up the girls and bfs for lunch in a restaurant where Yishan is working at. The food is great! And of coz I feel so good to see everyone again. The purpose of the meeting is to meet Lindy's bf, Edward. Nice guy thou, didn't tok to him much but still will have more chance in future! Took a couple of photots and hope it will be uploaded soon.
Now I'm a lil worried on what course should I choose... Sigh... In fact I'm getting more and more interested in psychology but on the other hand I really wish to get into Computational Biology but chances are.. slim I think.. arghz.. Nvm.. I think I better call thre school and check about it more..
if i ain't got you|10:03 AM|

Sunday, May 01, 2005
Sorry to take so long.. well, as some of you might know.. I'vew just returned from my class trip.. Sunway Lagoon. It turned out to be quite alright at first but the the end.. it was well, not so good.
Early morning.. we set off pretty early and the bus left Golden Mile at about 7.50AM. I tried very hard not to drink much water coz I know I can't hold much water and before I know it, I need the loo.. And so.. I "ren". Although there are about 2 stopovers.. but I know.. my bladder will be filled up again after every 10 minutes if I continue to drink water and talking about each stopover is about 2-3 hours? Reached hotel at about 2.30pm.. I was already half dead.. then after that about 3, we met for lunch at the shopping center inside the hotel. Some of us ate at this restaurant.. smthing like Fish and Co. and I think it is really nice.. especially the rice.. After that we went to another shopping center which is about 20 min drive.. and each of us has to pay 10 ringit for it (one cab 5 person total fee is 43 ringit) -_-' but Dar Dar, Sean, Geraldine and Me went back to hotel earlier than the rest coz we were pretty tired.. and on the way back.. we got cab (one cab, 4 person, total cab fee 15 ringit!!!) U see the great difference?! After that bought PizzaHut's Sweet and Spicy Wings (It's real nice!!) and Dar Dar bought his fav thai dessert.. mango and glutinous rice =)
OKie, let's move on to next day.. had brekfast.. and head off to sunway lagoon.. it wasn't as good as I expected.. I expect more I guess.. and the water rides.. Hmmm.. It's really quite bad.. Honestly, I think both Dar and I didn't enjoy much.. Coz both of us are getting sick. True enough, I had a fever that night.. and it seems forever for me to get home to Sinagpore the next day. The bus ride was really horrible for me.
I was running a high fever on Thursday night.. about 39 degrees and the next day.. Darling had a slight fever too.. >.< Who's gonna take care of us? Both of us see the doc and now recovering.. sob sob..
And now.. I'm having menses cramps.. when will it ever stop~~ Arghz!!!
if i ain't got you|11:33 AM|
